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[girlybruiser]

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[girlybruiser]

[ Akechi screamed at Akira and said he hated him, then tried to kill him, like... twice. Three times, maybe.

Now they live together under the same roof. Shinji pls. ]

People's feelings can change.
Besides, I think it's a disservice to Amada-san to think he is not capable of growth and maturity in spite what's happened to him.

[petsthedog]

i'm not sayin he ain't

[It's what he'd hoped for the kid, in the end; that he would be able to finally find closure and heal with him out of the picture. But then he got dragged out of his grave, and -- everything's so complicated now.]

just that he and aki ain't gonna reasonable judges of who i am either
there's too much history, it's too complicated

[girlybruiser]

I'm sorry, but isn't Akihiko-kun the best judge of character in this case?

[petsthedog]

no
he wants to see the best in me because we only had each other for the longest time
but i ain't the guy he grew up with anymore

[That Shinjiro Aragaki has been dead as long as Amada's mother has. What's left is a barely shambling corpse that's only just started trying to remember how to be alive again.]

[girlybruiser]

[ A few minutes pass before she responds to that. ]

I suppose that is something you both will have to work through together.
I will say one thing, Aragaki-san: hate is a strong word.
I can tell you... I lost a parent like Amada-san. The circumstances are not precisely the same, but mine was ripped from me violently and suddenly. And the party responsible... even after everything, I don't hate them.
I don't think I ever could.

[ Shido might be closest to that feeling for her, but justice prevailed at the end of the day. She's avenged her father and the waves of grief and anger that come and go while dealing with the other is another story.

But hatred? Hatred is not a part of that tale. ]

[petsthedog]

[Likewise, he chews on that a few minutes himself.]

i don't mind however he feels about me
that's his decision, just like your feelings're yours
nobody else's got the right to a say on that
i just don't wanna give anyone the wrong idea about me, is all
i've disappointed enough people in my life already, y'know?

[girlybruiser]

That is something you will need to face within yourself, Aragaki-san. That is what I believe.
I apologize I could not be any more help here, but I do believe one's conviction in their heart must be determined on their own.

[ Even with her newfound friends behind her, Milady had to awaken from Haru's will of rebellion and strength of her heart and convictions. ]

[petsthedog]

i mean, it ain't like i'm confused about it or anything
i'm just sayin that it's more complicated than bein a good guy or a bad one
made a lot of mistakes i can't take back, and i ain't always an easy guy to be around or talk to
i'd rather people understand that much before goin and makin assumptions based on some one off thing or other, that's all

but i ain't about to waste your time arguing about it, either
so however you want to think of me is fine, too

wrapped!

[girlybruiser]

Perhaps I am not in a place to say much then, Aragaki-san.
Thank you for checking in on me. I do appreciate that, I assure you.
Please have a good night.