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𝓗𝐚đĢ𝐮 𝓞𝐤𝐮đĻ𝐮đĢ𝐚 ([personal profile] girlybruiser) wrote2025-03-06 01:50 am
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diedeliberately: crying (forsythia 104)

[personal profile] diedeliberately 2025-07-18 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I'd wondered. If you understood, I mean. I didn't want to assume.

It's something I don't have to worry about here.


[. . .]

I miss my mother. Still, I think it's worth it. Maybe I should have just run away.

[Too damn late for that now.]
diedeliberately: dissociation (forsythia 132)

cw: suicide, guns

[personal profile] diedeliberately 2025-07-25 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[Neil can't bear to say it, but he did run away. He solved his problems with a bullet and a gun, and now, all he has left to do is sit around and think about them. Haru is braver. Haru didn't leave her friends behind to grieve. He should take her advice, but it feels too late. So, he merely answers her question, no more talk of how to solve problems, or whether or not to run.]

He is. She just does whatever he says. Not that I blame her. [Maybe he does, just a bit. Maybe he should, just a bit.]
diedeliberately: (forsythia 98)

[personal profile] diedeliberately 2025-07-26 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[Neil freed himself, alright. He feels ill, thinking about it. He always feels ill, thinking about it.]

It never seemed that way to me. Most of the guys I knew at Welton would have done anything their parents told them to do. That's just the way it had to be.

So, how can anyone free themselves? We were all meant to be doctors, bankers, lawyers, not living people.


[Jesus. Shit.]

I'm sorry, Haru. With everything going on, I've been feeling strange. I should go take a walk or something.